I usually get panties at VS so they’re sizes are s,m,l but I saw cute ones at Walmart & they were number sizes so I figured it was the same as pant sizes so I grabbed a size 13 & I just opened them to try them on and holy shit they don’t go by pants size idk what kind of size they go by buy I could fit like 4 of me in them so yeah.

I hope they’re returnable.

i didn’t have any hopes for my new infusion of rutiximab but i literally haven’t had a flare up in like 3 days, and my eye hasn’t been swollen since a few days after my infusion.

i feel like a normal human being for the first time in years.

it’s weird, like, i don’t know what to do about it. i mean yeah i’m happy but you live with a chronic illness for so long, you start living your life differently and adapting to the obstacles. i’m scared if i take advantage of these good days, i’ll just put too much stress on my eyes and shit and eventually cause a flare up so i’m being cautious, but i know i shouldn’t.

chronic illness has physically and mentally scarred me & once i go in remission, i don’t know how i’m gonna be.

i’ll be normal for how ever long my cells decide to take a fucking break.

i can’t put what i wanna say in words, like idk i’ve had this problem for almost 5 years, it’s all i know.

like do i start going to school normally? do i drive without my handicap voucher? do i even consider myself disabled anymore?

someone fucking guide me through this cuz i literally don’t know how to live like someone with normal health.

do you ever feel yourself being annoying or antisocial but you just cant stop

(Source: cornerofyourmum)