i’ve been so down lately.. well i mean what’s fucking new?

and i mean i know the reason, like, i’m just fucking sick of being so lonely.
this guy i had a thing with texted me tonight for some reason, and i know i should just say fuck you and not reply.. cuz he fucked me over real bad, but like, i’m just so lonely and i want attention from someone so i fucking texted him back.

it’s not gonna do anything but hurt me and i mean idec at this point like i’m so used to being used and led on and left for someone better like idek. i’m only 16 and i’ve already built these walls around me cuz i feel like i cant trust any guy that compliments me or anything anymore, like, out of every guy i’ve talked to and hung  out with and shit, they’ve all done something to fuck me over and it fucking sucks like what did i do to deserve that?

fuckk.